Thursday, December 27, 2007

Ok Dad no more jumping

FUNNIEST thing ever this year ender..

I woke up bright and shiny like i was that girl from Hairspray. I felt like dancing.. As in dance pokpok'ish and major ekek moves. Then my dad came upstairs and saw me.

"Psst! quit jumping around. you're making so much ruckus"

vertical!

hahaha i love it

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Monday, December 24, 2007

Happy

I feel good today!

It always amazes me how my family can take all my worries and anxieties away. It could just be temporary bliss but i appreciate it and i so enjoy every moment. The last time i was this happy was when i got certified at work and its nice to have this feeling again. Optimistic and Carefree..

In the real world my career could be fucked up but at least with my family around im never ever let down.. My supporters, my supportee's :-)

Today is one of the few happiest days of my 2007.. I will never forget it.

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Happy Holidays everyone! :-)

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Sunday, December 02, 2007

Saturday



*Camphone saqs! I need my digicam fixed ASAP*

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Monday, November 26, 2007

Catchy


Private - Crucify My Heart


Kylie - 2 Hearts - X - King or Queen


Shayne Ward <3 - No Promises

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Programmed?

Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep, Wake up, Work, Workout, Go home, Eat, Sleep...

Redundancy can kill

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Monday, October 22, 2007

Lacoste Sweater



It's pretty nice eh? worth 7,750. I'll buy a 2,750 Zara vest but this...

I have three days to think about...

Poor'ness =(

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Friday, September 21, 2007

Middle

it's been a pretty good week. I started Monday with a new, fresh attitude and forced myself to smile going to work. i have my reasons. I realized i didn't have to feel so bad because things weren't happening as fast as I expected. It takes me a second to buy something but getting something non-material is something else that tested my patience. Now i know & I'm wiser to know not all things can be rushed. It took me a while to get it though i know I'm really good at it.

Today I'm treating myself a one day break from work. I finally certified last Wednesday after a 3 week long extension of my deliberation status. I think i deserve that for now. Although things are looking good for me it's the other way around for my good friend Jm. A coach who was too lazy to work last Friday wasn't very supportive to Jm who was at that time bleeding pressure and frustration. We've come too long to be brought down like that. I don't blame anyone though... it was a Friday everybody wanted to go home and we were on a deadline. I feel for you friend but i really am sad that you left the company. I will miss seeing you at the office.

Looking forward to a better schedule assigned to me nextweek. I'll know tonight. and all that rumor at work this week... im sooo wishing it's all true so im crossing my fingers, toes and whatevers. Those rumors are good news for everyone at Blue Chip.

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Too Much

Completing my pretty good week won't be complete without partying on a weekend. Though I didn't think my body can still tolerate that much alcohol again. I started my Friday raw... that night I went to visit Leila over at Makati Prime, who was at that time drinking with her friends. I even brought some more drinks to go with the dwindling supply of GSM blue they already had with them. After a few drinks almost everyone was pretty noisy and wasted except moi coz i just came in. That night I decided to go to Gov and meet up with Perry. A couple of beers later the alcohol hit me like a solid brick in the head. I was on the brink of having a blackout, actually I did, last I remember we were dancing downstairs then blank, smoking area, blank, restroom, blank, saw a friend who I actually forgot who, blank, then I was home... with take out food good for two people. I wasn't even hungry that night. Ugh It's all a big blur. Perry! friend sorry I disappeared, I don't know where i went! You should've used that chain i suppose... Hugs

Saturday night was fun at Bed, It was Brian's Birthday! I was really careful not to drink too much coz of what I just told you. I don't want that happening again baka saang ilog na ako lumutang... I came in a bit late, it was already past 2am and rain was kinda pouring. I missed the drag show, too bad coz Rocky told me it was pretty good. Overall I had a great time, specially with us criticizing some of the dancers on stage... Whahahaha that was the best part that night. I even bumped into a really old friend. Rjae from the original Year 2000 batch of borders in Taft. He's still as fabulous as ever... coat kung coat! Its so him and I love it!

Spend the rest of the weekend here in Espana with my sis. Whom i spent each second catching up to my former TV series addiction. Btw, good news, later premiers Heroes Season 2 and on Sept 27 comes Season 4 of Grey's Anatomy. I can't wait to download it. I'm still stuck with Ugly Betty and PLDT's DL speed is fucked up again .

Well there you have it, this could probably be my last weekend out. My schedule has changed for the better but my rest days sucks. No more weekend partying for a while unless some people at work gets a stroke or something... kiddin

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Endorphins

Thanks to the miracle of working-out who filled me with endorphins. Im finally feeling much lighter today. I almost forgot that working out relieves stress and whatevers making you feel better. Thank goodness im out of that seclusion from gym state! =) weeee

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

Redecorate

My parents came at noon and without hesitation they rushed me out of bed. In less than 10mins we were on our way to Matilda with my hair flat from bedrest, teeth unbrushed and my stomach churning hunger. I guess they were more excited than I was. hahaha Mom, Dad, Jazz and Cecille our new hired help from Espana all came to help me.

When they first got in my mom's first question was "nasaan yung mag-asawa?" then my sister saw Mist and Smoke "Ay ang cute". My dad was "Saan ang kwarto mo?". We prepared to lunch first then we went ahead to fixing my room. First my mom wanted to repaint but then with the limited time they've got "since they're going home to Bataan after" she decided not to. She said the walls are clean enough and it's ok not to repaint. Which is fine for me coz the house would've smelled awful and im in no mood for toxic fumes! What is high? hahaha


Balls!?

Anyways, they brought many of my stuff and even bought me an inflatable bed though i still prefer the old style mattress but it'll do =) plus a lot of groceries... weeeeee! =) Im praying for an Air-conditioner next time. Unfortunately my mom still brought that linoleum and i had to take it coz I don't want a bare cement floor. One floor rug had balls as print and the other a flowery chorva. Confusing! Then came the pillow cases! OMG tambling ako... the pillow cases had an "I love NBA" print. I asked why? she replied "yan lang kasi ang may blue and red" hay nakakaloka! My sister was just laughing her heart out ... Bruhang yun! hahaha Ang saya ng pamilya ko evur! thats why i love love love them so much. =)


I Love NBA?!

I thought id post this tom but since we finished early im posting it today. Hopefully I can make it fabulous soon =)

btw, My dad bought jazz a month and a half old Persian chenelin... anyway, meet MAYO! =)

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Sleepy Head

Ive been sooo lazy lately, was at Matilda the entire weekend and most of my time home was spent sleeping. My body is catching up to many tiring days. Good news is that i'm finally adjusting to my new schedule of 12mn-9am. ulk!

I've been missing gym too, last week i only went in once. Hopefully with these adjustments working their way i'd be able to work-out more, this week and the weeks coming after that. I want my money's worth since that gym membership isn't very cheap.

It's pride week already! Geez how time flies, I still don't know what to wear for the occasion. Something fabulous but not so flashy... hmmn... what about a pink barong? hahaha I was thinking an all white ensemble but im not sure if it's a good idea... unless i wear a "don't stand too close, i don't want your shit on my whites" sign. Ö. hahaha

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Saturday, June 02, 2007

Zen

Last week Dayle had an idea...

Chairs!!!

We made an "effort" to make it


It's homemade & we love it
except for the stench of paint. WHAT IS HIGH? haha


Dayle feeling zen'ish with the new chairs =)

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Monday, May 21, 2007

Gone gone and Away

Yes i have finally moved out.

Yes I am happy to be free

Tho Im happy i wont be eating pansit canton soon **


Now that i have moved out, one thing that is questioning me is preference... living preference!

before i can just live anywhere just to get out.

but now i am.... choosy!!!

its a whole new story... in the long run. basta maarte ako when it comes to my stuff.


you may not understand me but for thos who does.... zip it! =)

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

Tired Feet

Tomorrow marks our Final Assessment for CCT. Im scared to death. Not only do i just learned that my current 'grades' barely passed and the results of tomorrows mock call is crucial for PST, now i have to study the website? I crack under pressure and i am feeling the heat as of now. Nina will probably hear a lotta 'ums and 'eeends from me... cover your ears coz it'll rain filler words! hahaha The topic in scope is the Clients Mobile and Landphone accounts, it wasn't part of our previous discussions for CCT actually. All topics to be learned and questions to be asked tomorrow will be taken from the website... and dami kong babasahin! Whatever happens tomorrow i know i will pass, or else...

Today i walked from GB3 to RCBC to meet some of my friends. After a few hours waiting for everyone to finish we decided to go home... of course that meant a quick stop at some mall. From RCBC to Makati Cinema Square... this is the hottest mall on earth i swear! My feet are as so swollen, im like a pregnant lady. ulk

Next week we will be moved to Insular for PST (when I pass CCT).

New shift is 5pm - 2am. =(

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Monday, March 26, 2007

forecast

... this will be a very long week.

I feel a 4th quarter 2006 all over again!

might as well be holy next week

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Monday, February 19, 2007

Holed

Last saturday was fun, I was with Chuck & Dayle again. We went to govt for their Dreamgirls launch party. I met some of my old friends and I met floopate from LJ too. Chuck met this guy and Dayle met this guy... unfortunately Chuck and Dayle are lovers... too bad. I didn't get to hook up with anyone at all, it's so depressing! I felt so unwanted and old, felt so sad... maybe I am old and unwanted, I just need to accept it. My career and lovelife is already down the drain and i'm no plumber. God, I feel completely useless.

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

This is it!

Finally Ive been getting feedbacks from all those Day jobs I applied for!

This is good news for me, my first for the Boar. Im hoping this will be first of many many many more to come. It's my time to shine... leave my ball & chains to reach my own dreams.

First interview tomorrow in Makati. I wish me luck and a non-tongue-tied Wednesday!

This is it!

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Bothered

This week feels different. it's so slow, depressing & sad. Last night, from a TV series, a guest star quoted: "You're miserable for no reason at all" somehow that really got me. Why am i sad anyway? Why do I care what others think? Why do I feel frivolous to others?

Sometimes I don't feel accepted by people, specially those who I want to be recognized with. I tell myself it's not important but it is, to me it is. Acting stupid is really getting to me, now I can't be taken seriously even when I am.

It's Elmer's birthday today. He blogged yesterday that he's seeing someone, that this guy is different, not just a pretty face and quoted "he has something between his ears". Elmo do you really have to say that? when im pretty sure before Jaime you were with me! Bwisit

I want recognition, yes, maybe thats what ive been looking for all these years. Fucking recognition and damn respect.

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Friday, January 19, 2007

U-turn

I don't know what i am doing wrong these past few days but i am getting bigger. Jazz doesn't think so but i feel so.

I'l try dieting again, cut down on my rice intake. Go back eating a meal & snack a day until I get back on track.

I must get thinner soon, sayang mga bagong damit

Gym starts Sunday!

I wish Jazz & Worf can go with me on my first day... ayokong pumitik

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Happy Sad Happy

the past week had been wonderful


I've been waking up early and eating quite well, overall im really happy


Gym starts this Sunday, im excited and quite anxious about it.


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"Sacrifices are necessary in order to achieve peace"


My so called obsession for Perry has literally diminished to almost none I'm so glad that's over


But I'm worried that my plan may have permanent consequences


but hopefully my goodbye's means more hellos in the future!


Starting these hello's with a certain Karl


He texted me today saying i gave him my number yada yada yada


hmmn...


evil schemes against moi? interesting moment


Coincidences are sometimes not very believable


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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Bugger

Something is off & I know it's me.


Worf woke up at 5:30am and she might've seen something. It's been happening everyday for a week.


It's embarassing if ever...


?!? kainis !?!


It's only been 11 days

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2007

Another year has past...



I have a feeling 2007 will be nicer.



I hope that my gut feel is right so I am taking my hopes up in the sky.




What's off is I completely forgot to make a new year resolution. I usually make one but this time I didn't/forgot to. Probably for the good so I won't get disappointed if ever I couldn't make it come true. Less is more.



This year I will make lesser goals and try to be better at I do and will do. Stop dreaming and cease all my rantings about things I don't have. It's simply just better not to expect much from me. If something is meant to be mine then It will find me.



Hope it will be a HAPPY 2007



HAPPY new year to me!

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